I Feel

I FEEL


I feel your arms
wrapped around me so tight,
I feel your body,
snuggled next to mine
in the middle of the night.

I feel your breath
on the back of my neck,
I feel your sweet soft lips,
kiss me with a gentle peck.

I feel, NO! Wait,
I cannot feel,
it is all too real.

I awaken in a panic,
look around and
you aren’t really there.
But I know it was real,
I felt your hands run through
my hair.

I feel something more now,
I must return
to my dream, somehow.
Please, oh please, still be there,
I am coming back, I swear!
This is the only place
I can hold you,
feel you, touch you.

I can’t find you now,
why did you go?
I asked you to stay,
I was on my way.
I must have taken too long.
Where did I go wrong?

I must now put my dreams aside,
Wake up and realize
that you really have died.
I have tried so hard
to hide behind,
all the silent tears
I have cried.

I feel you are still here,
I feel your presence
when you are near.
I feel your loving arms,
holding me while I dream.
A place I feel safe,
without wanting to scream.

I feel your lips gently touch mine,
as you say good-bye.
I feel my heart breaking
once again,
and I start to cry.

As you fade further away,
Into the light ray,
I can hear you say,
“I love you and miss you
my dear,
Have no fear,
for we will
meet again,
someday.”

-Dedicated to my late husband. Always in my dreams,
until we meet again. Love you and miss you-

My Broken Heart

“MY BROKEN HEART"

My broken heart can only feel,
as if it will never heal,
You went to the extreme,
when you shattered my every dream.

Thoughts of you,
just make me blue,
For I am left here to cope,
without any hope,
Of such a tender caress,
as only you can profess.

I will forever long,
to be in those sweet arms
Where I belong,
but my broken heart
will not let me forget,
That for now we must be apart
and it hurts more than a little bit.

Your love was the soul
that made me whole,
Now I only cry,
to forget you I can only try.

My heart is now
just a cloud of dust,
letting go of you is a must.
My one true love,
you have surely flown away
just like a dove.

For my "Baby Blue"-always in my heart.
Sandee Foxten

The Key To My Heart

“THE KEY TO MY HEART"


When I first saw him standing there,
it was more than I could bare,
It turned into more than just a glare,
For all I could do was stare.

With nothing more between us
than a small creek,
It was that very moment,
my heart fell weak.

The eyes that locked,
were so deep and blue,
My mind was suddenly blocked,
and off my feet I was knocked
For I had not a clue,
If this could be true.

Never before had I fell so fast,
Was he the one at last?
Only time would tell,
If we would open up our shell.

In an instant my heart fell,
so deep into his spell
Little did we know,
how much our love would grow.

Never again to love so deep
or take such a leap,
For always he will be
the one with my hearts only key.

Dedicated to "Baby Blue"-I will always love you.
Sandee Foxten